Weathered.

I used 2 often lay awake @ night tryin' 
2 tame this weary mind.

Thinkin' just way, way 2 much 

I found self tradin' love for indifference...
(that's another story for a later date).

Maybe I was just 2 hard on myself always 
looking' & wantin' more
... unable 2 accept the life that's mine. 

Living simple was my desperate cry while feeling rusted & weathered
 - barely holdin' it all together.

Just had keep remindin' self that it all gets better in time.
Yep! Guess I was right after all:)

Peace!...with 2 fingers;)